Is it weird to feel so homeless when u are in your own house? Indeed, this feeling is just another same old story of how a young girl struggling life in different country. Still, mine is not that, is the one that home is where the warr is. This raised the question, i have no place to put my heart?!
Do not get me wrog, i have a guy, a very nice sweet dignify and successfulē according to his age, who is loving me every seconds. I do love him, its been more than 2 years, what not to love?
I dont complain, thats the best thing about our relationship, we have noorhing to tell to publish to the world, peole know we are in love and happy, i am, but my heart is lost. Its not constant cuz my head cant process how long will this last and should i put the very fragile thing of my body to this very sweet man of mine, yes, hes mine.
So im struggling, and from the above witness, i do apologise for my stupid behaviours, but who can blame me? Since i was hurted before? Would u want me to repeat that period? Yes! Im asking whomever out there...
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