Hello mid night,

Is it weird to feel so homeless when u are in your own house? Indeed, this feeling is just another same old story of how a young girl struggling life in different country. Still, mine is not that, is the one that home is where the warr is. This raised the question, i have no place to put my heart?!

Do not get me wrog, i have a guy, a very nice sweet dignify and successfulē according to his age, who is loving me every seconds. I do love him, its been more than 2 years, what not to love?

I dont complain, thats the best thing about our relationship, we have noorhing to tell to publish to the world, peole know we are in love and happy, i am, but my heart is lost. Its not constant cuz my head cant process how long will this last and should i put the very fragile thing of my body to this very sweet man of mine, yes, hes mine.

So im struggling, and from the above witness, i do apologise for my stupid behaviours, but who can blame me? Since i was hurted before? Would u want me to repeat that period? Yes! Im asking whomever out there...

Bonjour

In the cold morning, im still lying on my bed, its exactly 2 days since i hid myself from contacting to other side of my world, i meant the very chaotic life of mine. Peaceful? Not really but feeling laid back and calm i would say that.

Scratching my pretty cat belly, he's just very comfy around myself and that bring me such joy these days, "joy" is such a privilege from a very cold animal :)

Em gui anh nguoi con trai thang 12

Cai gi cung la duyen phan, em voi anh co chung y nghia la nhin bau troi va tu mong la se co tuyet roi de co the song trong cam giac am ap boi ly cafe nong va tho hoi khoi nhu minh hut nhung dieu thuoc la trong phim anh

"tu me manques"

A noi tieng phap hay va thanh thuc chac vi do la con nguoi cua anh, thanh dam co phan gia tao nhung khien ai cung chu y. Anh bao a thich cau noi "em/anh nho em/anh" trong tieng phap, vi no khong han la chi "nho" ma nghia la "chua bao gio quen" ( dieu nay can dinh chinh nhung em cug ko mun lam vi de nhu the no moi lang man"

em gap anh trong buoi ra mat phim cua hang HK film. So bo giua showbiz vietnam, anh nhan ra em chang thuoc ve noi do va 2 ly cafe va cuoc noi chuyen 3 tieng dong ho.

Nhung nam di du hoc em ban, anh cung ban. Em- bai vo ban be nguoi con trai cua em, Anh- cong viec tham vong nguoi vo tuong lai cua anh. Chung ta van gap nhau deu dan vao cac dip em ve, anh noi tieng vua du de cac cuoc gap go kha voi va va on ao, em can noi lai khoan thoi gian thieu voi gia dinh va the gioi cua em, nhug ca 2 a e deu hieu thoi gian bieu nao cung co the nhet' ten 2 dua vo.

Anh cuoi vo, em cung den va chi dep nhung chi cuoi buon, vi anh khong co nhieu thoi gian, anh tham vong, anh tung tam su. Em hieu, em cung chi an ui chi qua tung loi inbox thoi. The la cung 3 nam va e nghi cuoc song se thu vi hon nua vi thoi gian em o ben day sap ket thuc, e voi anh se thuc hien ke hoach voi nhau, ve dua be gai:/trai se co ten Kieu.. Cua a va chi

Nhung tuan qua tam trang em cung len xuong that thuong, nhung anh ban qua, nao o bankok cho event nao o sing nao o laos, ba e bao thang T no nhu vay con be M no kho lam. E keu chi M manh me lam se ko sao. Cuoi tuan e di choi xa, e ve lai noi ki niem tuoi hoc sinh de gan ket lai nhug gi than thuoc va quan trong voi em.

Toi hom truoc, em di choi e uong say sang day e di choi e chup hinh em uong, dien thoai e cu co nhieu missed calls so vietnam, nhieu tin nhan viber va watssap. Khuya ve, chi goi em, giong chi rao hoanh hoi tham em va noi la " anh T..." em hieu. Em lai bao chi manh me len, chi hieu va chi cup may. Em im lang va nhung gi yen binh lai xao tron mot lan nua.

Em nghi den day, ai biet anh da hieu em noi gi, em biet den luc nay bao chi se noi ve anh, facebook public cua anh se tran ngap, facebook ca nhan cua a se im lang. Sang hom nay em lai co cam giac kho khan.

Em khong tin vo may man nhung mot lan em muon co chut gi ki dieu den. E nghi e ko co quyen gi qua mat mat dau kho, khi co mot nguoi con gai khac cach em mot vong trai dat, dang chon minh o trong can nha ma giong noi anh se khong con,va tieng bi bo chap chung cua tre tho co ve nhu xa lam.

Em chao anh, chao ca cô nhóc/be trai ma chua duoc dinh hinh da la uoc mo cua nguoi phu nu dep nhung u sau mai :)